Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Lovely

Its easier when nobody knows. It's safe. It's special and it's exciting. Most of all there is no one to judge our actions. It's like we don't even have to be held accountable for sharing our souls freely. Connecting our secret thoughts pure and impure. Binding our lust for life. All with no pages 


But what happens if Nobody knows the pain I feel. Nobody knows that I miss the the addiction of hanging on your every work. Not even you. This joy is forbidden to be known by everyone.
Whats worse is that when nobody knows, its easy to pretend that it neven meant anything thing. It is easy to move to something safe. Something accepted. Something popular. It is easy to exist in a crowd.

But if nobody knows does it make my feelings true. If nobody knows is this emotion sure to leave me. I have to protect this warmth in my being. I have to protect this calmness in my spirit. I have to protect me.

Since nobody knows, I am sure that protecting me means losing you and that will leave me with very real tears that all can see.