Friday, January 1, 2010

The Break Up

Hey strife, can we talk minute? I'm sorry you had to find out this way, but I have been seeing serenity on the low. I can't hide the peace in my heart anymore. Every time I close my eyes I see her. I think I'm in love. I know you worked hard to stay in my life. I'm sorry but your free to see someone else. Don't act like you haven't being seeing others anyway.

I used to think I was the only one. But I got smart. All the drama I felt with money, relationships and work I knew that was you. I just didn't know how to leave. There was always something that brought me back to you. I guess I got used to you being in my life. It was hard to walk away from the only thing I knew.

You know we have been going through it for awhile. Did you really think we would be together.I tried to tell you I was done.

Serenity, shes different. She showed me life. She opened my eyes to a new way of being. She actually wants me to live a life of abundance. You just wanted me for yourself. I'm not saying she is perfect. Serenity is demanding. She wants me to give my all to the relationship. She expects nothing but great things from me. That's new to me. I know its hard to hear all this, but I just want to be honest.

Strife you were such a part of my life that I owe you a proper goodbye. So goodbye, good rittens and you can kiss my ass.

If you try to contact me, like I know you will! I will be ready! I'm prayed up! I am dedicated! I'm loved! I have Serenity!

Goodbye
Strife

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